Loud and vague the tide of past lives
So prophets said me
I wish I hadn’t heard it
But I can’t
I cannot figure out
I should not be a part of this
Glamouring lie
But I’ll not even grow old and die
Bewitching eyes move further and further away
I have no more reasons
Understood it just in time
I washed myself in that river
It was waiting for me there
There’s no way to explain it
Knowing that secret way that leads nowhere
I got it the meaning right in time
I’m still washing in that river but don’t know why
Am i that reason?
Everything starts to be shadowy in front of my old vows
(I was thinking by me how…)
Shouldn’t be so cryptically painful like a fist to the jaw
(I was thinking by me what i’ve done)
(Everything) eventually ends to seem unnecessarily hard
(I was thinking by me how…)
It would be deceptive was thinking by me how
(I was thinking by me what is really happened)
Could this achieved that cruelty was overwhelming you
(I was thinking by me how…)
It could be deceptive if I would think back now
(I was thinking how could I do this to you?)
Eyes betray my frightening faults
So voices whisper
I wish I hadn’t found out
But I won’t
I don’t want to give it up
I should not be a part of this
Raw sacrifice
But I’m the only one to blame
Those terrified eyes could be opened again
I have no more feelings
Everything starts to be shadowy in front of my old vows
(I was thinking by me how…)
Shouldn’t be so cryptically painful like a fist to the jaw
(I was thinking by me what i’ve done)
(Everything) eventually ends to seem unnecessarily hard
(I was thinking by me how…)
It would be deceptive was thinking by me how
(I was thinking by me what is really happened)
Could this achieved that cruelty was overwhelming you
(I was thinking by me how…)
It could be deceptive if I would think back now
(I was thinking how could I do this to you?)